ok 4 dates and 2 marriage proposals..... this is what happened....
the first date was with this guy I met at this group gathering for Capture The Flag [a game]. I didnt remember what he looked like or what we talked about the day we first met, but when we went on the date [breakfast] we walked around, and then he started irritating me, like never letting me finish my sentences, going on about coputers [his passion] and continuously cutting me off. We had breakfast, I ate my entire meal and drink, he didnt touch his and went to the toilet 8 times in that hour, no joke. and I told him that I think its best if we dont see each other anymore, I told him Im not really ready to be involved with someone at the moment. Guess what he does? keeps calling me, asking me to go on dates with him, annoying the *** out off me by posting my name all over his facebook profile, talking about me to his mates [which are friends with people I know] and yeah... really off putting.
second date.... he decided to stand me up. then he calls me and tells me he has a girlfriend. eugh. unbelievable.
third date, ended up being so nice, I ditched the loser 4th date guy. He talked the entire time, maybe a sign that I need to listen more than talk more. got some dvds [my kinda thing], cuddle up. he's really cute, very tall [basketballer]..... aint an excellent kisser though. I like someone with skill. lol.
then he told me some stupid bet was on [hes apparently not meant to touch/talk to women for 40 days, and apparently its my fault he has to start again, so now he's pissed with me, when it was actaully his fault, then some stupid girl posted on his facebook "I hope she was worth it" so I decided to ask him myself. now he's not talking to me. Now Im upset, but he's a jerk if he doesnt wanna answer. if he liked me, he wouldnt hesitate.
So I guess Im back on the stupid market, I feel embarrassed. I always put myself out there and do so much, make a big effort, and it gets slammed back into my face.
but meh, I got my prom dress [my best mate from my old school asked me for his July prom] and I'm trying to find the pic....
I got the crimson/dark pink version.



love Bella

forever new. Keane PS Tour 2009.